Life Before Parenting

My parents-in-law volunteered to take Elliana for the day today. Although Caleb and I have had many dates without her, I haven't been away from her for an entire day since she was born.

We both agreed that an afternoon together would be good for us.

When we got home from church empty handed (no diaper bag, no baby on the hip), we instantly noticed how empty and quiet the house was. We both looked at each other like what do we do now?

It's amazing how quickly your life changes after you become parents. How your life and all of your time becomes completely consumed in taking care of, and playing with your child(ren). Sometimes you complain that you don't have any free time to do what you want, when you want.

Then, the moment your child(ren) isn't/aren't there, you realize how empty and "naked" you feel.

All of the craziness, all the time you spend with/on them is totally worth it. Our lives are so much fuller because of Elliana and I know that some day I'm going to miss taking care of her and being with her every day like crazy.

Don't get me wrong, I was so thankful for a day alone with Caleb, but I also can't imagine life without Elliana now.

How could I live without seeing this smile every day?




On a completely separate note, I'm stoked because this is my favorite TV time of year. It's that time of year when all of my favorite guilty-pleasure shows are on. These are the shows that I feel like I shouldn't be interested in, or enjoy watching, but I can't help myself and I love them.

I love The Bachelor and American Idol. Caleb hates The Bachelor, and he tolerates American Idol.

The Bachelor cracks me up. The first episode is the worst (and best) because the claws are out and some of the women make the most pathetic, embarrassing attempts to get attention.

The season started last Monday and I already know who I'm rooting for. Tenley and Ali are definitely my favorites. I'm already looking forward to watching tomorrow night. ;)




And then there's American Idol. Since I love to sing, I like to watch and dream about being on the show myself some day (won't ever happen). Seriously though, I really enjoy watching talented singers become great entertainers. It will be really interesting to see what Ellen adds to the show. I'm sorry to say this, but I don't think I'll miss Paula too much. ;) The new season starts on Tuesday and I can't wait!




Yeah, it's going to be a good week.